silent voices

Even I knew that she wasn't mine and never be mine but I still hope that she happy.
Was it wrong just to say hello?
She has already knew my feeling for her. That's d hardest thing to say to her.
Why can I just forget her and move on?
When everything has calm why she have to came to my life again.
I know that she doing it unintentionally but still it open d memory that me n her have before.
She not a special just came in d right time. When I need someone that understand me she came.
I love her but I love someone else much than her, but I still need her.
What a confusing situation. I want her but she never be mine, but I also can let her go.
I ever let her go but d regret that I feel was so torchering. I want her so much, not because she beautiful but she cheeer me up.
I must let her go, I will let her go but when?
I have love her much. damn! What should I do then?
Can't just we pretend that we are one?
I LOVE U but I CAN'T HAVE U